mid-year exam is right in front of me...
something unbelievable happened
i don't even finish reading my history and went to exam
i tried hard and read till 3pm in the midnight
i already went 'fishing' after 12pm
i was dreaming while holding the history book
i can't believe i left 2 chapters haven complete!!
and i just flip through before the exam paper given!!
i don't think it helps somehow
the whole paper i was crappin
i wrote whatever thing i can remember and simply wrote all out
the objective paper is fulled
but i don't think most of the answer are correct
the subjective i went nuts > @.@
too many question from the chapters that i haven read
I'm so in hot water
maybe something wrong with me this year
I'm getting more and more lazy
i wanted to read and prepare well
but 'Uncle Zhou' always find me...!! how dare!!
after the nap i have no enough time to read already
the English and BM essay
all along i don't understand what am i writing about
i got no comment with the facts that i wrote in the essay
and my grammar sucks
teachers might get mad...
marking my papers will be the worse nightmare ever
now my problem is physic and biology papers
as for physic
i don't even understand or remember one tiny little formula
no doubt that biology is an interesting subject
but the scientific name is so ... complicated
i think i didn't pay 100% attention no matter during school's period nor tuition class
i can understand what had teachers thought
but i used to forget everything once i step out of the classroom
does it means i have to stay in the class till SPM came?!?!
now i think math is more harder than additional math...
the teacher teach till too kelam-kambut
i wish the teacher can have a rest somehow
because the students will stress out of teacher's non-stop teaching method
she gave us homework everyday
and we used to have her period everyday
i felt extra stressful to see her everyday whereas i haven complete the homework given
but still she giving more and more
i'm gonna scream!!
i'm envying those who can always catch up and done the homework beautifully
but i can't
everyone is not the same
i think the one who finished are aliens
i wanted to fly the book out from the window every time i do my math and physic
the words are so packing and almost flood the paper
i'll be blind soon
i know we were consider as top student when we were PMR
we'll face SPM next year but not now
i know preparation is important
but somehow left us some space to breathe
the citrawarna programe is killing me
why do they choose our class to perform?!?!
the dance move is...
well the first and second songs i can still cover it
bu the finale gonna fly me to hell!!
so damn hard!!
i admit i got no talent at all in dancing
i tried hard to follow the steps
i need personal trainer to tidy up my unbalance body move
i know its impossible though
the programe taken most of our study period
yes i know it help me a lot to add up the poor marks i get in co-coriculum
but my academic will fall like a piece of glass and breaks into pieces
i don't know how am i able to cover up the exam syllabus whereas we have our practice till 6pm on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday...
I'm gonna fail my mid-year exam with flying colors!
i need holidays!! am so tired now!!
if not!
i swear i'll went crazy and get into Tanjung Rambutan soon!!
God Blass Me!!
AKTF~
